Christmas is nearing, another year is wrapping up to an end.

I doubt anybody is still following this site - and there are changes. It just makes me wonder what if things are still the same like before: me still typing here, and doing things like what I have in the past.


Will I be as happy, or will I be happier?

Sometimes, being happy doesn't mean meeting Mr right, being happy doesn't mean being the richest man, being happy doesn't mean being the prettiest woman alive, being happy doesn't mean being the smartest genius alive.

Sometimes, being happy is just being contented.

I think it's hard to believe how things are turning out right now. There are so much things to share, so much things to talk about, yet so restricted space, little people to chatter about things.


People change. Things change. Things work differently.


And one change I dislike the most, is not being able to ramble here - about anything anymore. There are only few reasons why my heartland outlet sealed me out from ranting my usual daily events, my emo nonsensical crap, my frequent movie reviews, the flooding of my cam-whorish pictures splashing all over here & even fb.


This page that belongs to myself, bears my tears, joy and effort for at least 2 years- which I find it so hard to abandon just like that.




But despite all, truth is, perhaps the change will bring us to somewhere we never know whats gonna happen to us. Perhaps the change can deliver happiness more efficiently. Perhaps change has its destiny.

I really love my xanga, but i guess i'll stop typing here for awhile.. I might move or i might be back (: Or maybe if u ask me I might tell u a new page if I have one then.


Till we meet again.

My laptop is suffering from a terminal disease and I need to rush it to hospital asap. That also mean if it needs to be warded, I wont get to use it for days.

Hope the next time I see you, you are well again.